Yea...the Civil service will get increment!! whoo...unfortunately teachers only small fry..they probably belong to Grade 9 category..

Nvm..at least they have abit of increment..though i dont see how it will affect me as an undergrad teacher..till 2010. Aiya..better than nothing..right?

Hmm...yeap..so sometimes i also wonder if the increase in 2% GST is also part of the many 'reasons' to justify an increment for social services net. It seems more likely that it is to increase the civil servants' salary..especially the ministers n top civil servants..

Right..so the ministers would say that 'its time for the public sector to have an increase after 6 years'..Sars cut pay..recession cut pay..but pay also restored back already. Our ministers earning $1.2m is only 55% benchmark of the top 48 earners..and the benchmark is 2/3 of the MEDIAN pay of these buggers from the top profession.

Hmm..maybe what my mum said was true..that to increase Ministers pay or the top civil servants..every civil servant(including small frys) should also have an increase. Since about 60,000 of us buggers would benefit anyway. So give us $ to shut our mouths..

Yeap..maybe thats the case la..haha..make the small frys happy so that the biggest frys could reap the REAL benefits of it..yeap..seems to be the case.

Although i think the benchmark of the Ministers' pay is utterly ridiculous..one cannot say anything else. Because Singaporeans chose to vote the MIW in as govt last year again..so be prepared for more bullshit to come. Yea..

Meanwhile..tune in to Straits Times on April 9..the day after Easter Sunday..and my group's Easter celebration for the upcoming food program. Please do come and support us @ CAYC at 6pm..Ciaoz

Back to mugging again..

assignments drive me mad..

Studying LKY is pretty interesting..thinking about it...all the history of Singapore and how the PAP came to power..yeap...interesting..can examine all the things which happened in the past..

Interesting..i only have 3 more weeks for 3 essays..

Haiz...

But exam mass is on Apr 11..and no more mass till FOC 2007!! whoo hoo!! Time to elect a new mass officer by than..i have had enough..although i do love my job..its pretty tiring..

I need a break...time to concentrate more on Acts29 i guess...

Lent is passing soon..and Good Friday is coming and that means EASTER CELEBRATION!!! Ok..i would need to invite alot of pple to come...Oh please...anyone who wants to come pls let me know.

Guess i will concentrate on Fundraising for Food Prog..need another $12k..generous donors required..And yea..i would stick to my lenten pledge..not to eat 4 legged animals till easter!

Oh yes...Cant wait for Easter...but that means i have alot of work to do for Lent.

If Satan acts in a hurry but God acts slowly. Satan's time is running out as he is like a prowling lion waiting to devour someone but God's providence is always moving forward and therefore, he is not in a hurry

Interesting preaching by this priest..in ewtn.com. Interesting man..

Am i in a hurry? Hmm..i wonder if Im rushing through life all the time and not having the time to slow things down. Am i in a hurry all the time???Hmm..I think God has give us alot of time as he has given us the Choice of freedom..to do his will or do ours. Of course..im more keen to do my own will..hmm.. not very good testimony.

hmm..Lent is already here. But i dont know what im seeking to give up on. I just lack the motivation and drive to do so..Oh no..last 2 yrs Lent has been pretty good..a time of challenge and faith..this year..its not happening yet..im getting worried. What do I really wanna pray for to change??

I need to start..soon, Getting disgusted with myself. To do so with a humble and converted heart..yea..oh man..i need a change!!

Hmm..i wonder whatr is goingto happen tmr..for FOC meeting and then my lenten retreat..hmm..i need to finish my sickening proj asap bcos i really dont have time anymore to waste..weekend all not free...

A change will do me good..

Affairs of the heart make me dam distracted. Add that together with projects n assignments n im gg loko real soon.

Hmm..i dunno y i told her my feelings..but well..everything seems pretty alright..but dan..i dunno if its what she wants. Im starting to doubt myself too..haiz

Should i even have mentioned how i felt in e 1st place? Haiz..dam..i dont want to ruin things...grrrr......

Add this distractions with projects n assignments which are due after CNY..i hate nie..they dont know how to spread out e deadlines properly..keep cramming it together. Damn la..

Yea...just wanna welcome e pig year with peace,prosperity, joy and good fortune! haha..more $ pls..im broke..again.

Dog year has been pretty good..eventful, fruitful, exciting and memorable. Looking fwd to pig year...oinkzzzzzz

Happy new year to all pigsters =) to my fatty army friends from 7th platoon..dont eat so much n be a pig..o e rest of u..pls give all pigsters an angpao! Haha..u all should..we have just passed 2 cycles n that means im 24 this year! dam..so old liaoz..

Ciao everyone..May u have a great n prosperous piggy year ahead. Gong xi fa cai..hong pao da yi dian..haha

Hide me now under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

I like the song..And i really think it suits my tumultuous feelings of anxiety and frustration and hope and trust...i dunno how things will turn out tmr and sun. But im pretty sure that God will make a way..despite all e obstacles and trials we have to face. There is also pressure now on studies and family..hmm..so much coming...

'Ephphetha..Be opened'..came across this line..when Jesus groaned and said these words to heal a deaf man who had difficulty in speaking. Somehow..i felt so struck and inspired by these words. I even thought maybe these words could be the FOC theme for 07/08. Hmm..gotta pray bout it.

Dunno why..i feel like im like the deaf man..who cant speak properly..sometimes i feel that im stagnating in my own faith..because i just cant listen be opened

There is also a fear that I feel very unprepared to face the trials and crisis which may lie ahead in the next few months. But somehow, when I think back of the Philippines Mission Trip @ caluerga, and i recall my walk with e spirit..i remember to constantly keep faith and hope and trust in Jesus....somehow he will make a way.

Iggy and Fabian(my hot bro..haha)

Wahaha..can only upload 1 pic..how pathetic..

hate my blogdrive..

Well..it's been an interesting month so far..in just 3 weeks..so much has happened.

Afte our GESL proj..had project evaluation..and of coz got pple complain n complain..some nvr do work but complain..good drama..see also i shiok..dam sian. Shows me how some pple can really malinger..just like how army pple can do..chao keng! yea...best time la..haha. After that dramam mama..write email to say 'I'm sorry' bullshit la..u are so forgiven...not! Irritating bugger...dont learn ur lesson..lucky u r a gal..if not go army sure kena condemn...

And well of coz..after GESL proj..got catholic awareness week..spent e whole of sun nite cum mon morning from 9pm-6am doing e deco..helping out..grumbling as usual..n finally settling e logistics..to get the tables and chairs n boards for our happening articles. Along e way..on a mon morning after 3 hours of sleep, I was woken up by this gal who called and said she was from PRC club. i almost died of laughter when i heard there was a PRC club in NTU..omigosh..comedy la..dunno whether to believe her until e student affairs office called me to clarify bout my earlier conversation ..apparently e perosn in charge also dont trust e PRC..we couldnt even pass them e store keys..Sorry China Tak Boleh..No ah tiongs allowed here..eeks. Talk bout my fellow mangen bros n sis can irrtate me sometimes..when i look n see how they behave in e ntu hostel..bloody idiots! Dont wanna say anything more again..pissing me dei..

But e highlight was having to evangelise to a muslim couple bout catholicism...happenming dei..wa lao..gal with tudung n her bf..or even hubby..dunno what la..asked me qns bout e trinity..bout Jesus being God..whether the bible was considered 'sacred scriptures' or not..how many books our bible had..what was e difference..how come Jews had to be Jews to be christians..(almost fainted when i heard dat qn)..stunned! I thank e holy spirit for inspiring me to tell them what i knew..they seem pretty happy after that..and i kinda offered them a free drink..wahaha..thought they would be thirsty by than..i was! haha..after explaining for like 15 mins or more..

N some idiots had to ask bout homosexuality..n premarital sex n i dunno what else. That idiot really looked gay n he was practically arguing his way with one of my friend..think a fgn la..accent dont sound local. Listen all u who hv homo tendencies..e catholic church DOES not condemn the person..only the genitalia action..when there is an intention to commit such sexual impure act. That's all..besides..i dont really agree with e notion that a homo couple can express the same pure chaste love like normal couples..i really dont. I always believe Homosexuality is a CHOICE..n people alwez hv plenty of excuses to cover up such behaviour. But dan i dont wanna say any more..waste my time...

Ok..fundraising for NTU catholic freshmen orientation camp 2007/2008 is going to be held next sat n sun in 3 places..omigosh..St peter and paul..cjc with NUS CSS.. and Queen of peace. Being e outreach ic can be dam challenging! Why did i bolunteer..sob sob..being in committees is so tiring..n draining..luckily got some of e freshies n others to help..if not sure mati. Die of exhaustion..Wa lao.. Praying real hard for us to get the $ we need..hmm..how come i alwez seem to kena e role of admin/outreach..so coincidential..seems like im destinedto deal with e line of admin cum event outreach..which i feel quite happy doing it actually..haha..even amidst my nagging n complains!!

haha.looking back..if i didnt become a teacher..i would hv gone to events management la..seriously..i love organising such stuff..ha! Loko loko me..

So anyway..Pig year is approaching in 15 days time..so brace urself for e pig revolution! More fortune n food for all of us!! hahahaha..i miss my durians la..

Happening year 2007 ahead..im pretty sure of it..

It's been a while since I last blogged..in fact its almost 3 weeks.

Well..as usual..pretty busy..time flies before u know it. Involved in exco and now FOCMain Comm..as outreach ic! wow..interesting!

Ok..im lazy to blog more..haha..another time

Only e 1st week of sch has ended n i feel stressed

Stressed at e expectations confronting me..

Stressed at e modules im gonna take..

Stressed that after GESL proj..still got work to do..but its such a wonderful experience that i wont forget la..e children, my GESL group mates..

Stressed on the things happening till July..giving tuition..prayer meeting..driving lessons..camp facils..studies!!

Stressed at e expectations of facing new challenges..i can feel it..dunno y..

Above all..stress is good..though i will need to work harder at maintaining this stress level..n not let it overwhelm me..

But im happy nonetheless...bcos i rather be stressed dan have nth to do..n no commitments

Yea..2007 has arrived...a great start to new things..

Yea..this sem is gg to be fun and 'shiong'..definitely..lucky i only have 4 modules..but then got other things have to plan la..like FOC 2007..mission trips..hmm..can forsee a busy year ahead.. Yea..im also supposed to tutor my friend for History..hmm..gotta work out a schedule..but looking at it..i think fri is the best date..Mon n wed confirm out of the question..plus staying in hall is really not very convenient to travel to AMK or back home..

So hmm..its really going to be a year full of work n work..n maybe fun too..haha..yea..I think 2007 is going to be e year to kickstart e pig revolution..wahaha..i also dunno what im talking bout..

Yup..anyway..m'sia trip on 3rd jan is on!! wahaha..yea man..go makan n shop lo....pekin restoran n e chilli crabs :D..yummy!! well..hope that cheryl's dad can recover soon in time..poor girl must be feeling so stressed.

Wa..today is a bad day to go shopping or entertain my aunty and cousins. Vivocity is a bad place to go..so crowded..n tiring..n of coz ugly idiots deliberately eating so slowly..when im standing there at e dam table for so long..biatches..sometimes singaporeans reli need to learn form e pinoys le..seriously..basic courtesy

But newae e countdown is quite ok at greg's place..van came back and brought her friend..or rather 2 friends..haha. And intially when i came..i was like e only freshie there..its not im not used to having e seniors ard..but with the freshies more fun..luckily got alex . then van who came..and then it seemed like a e freshies entertaining ourselves oneside and the seniors entertaining themselves at the other side..

But yea..lots of wine..bailey..i think bobby was drunk..seriously..he kept talking n talking..sometimes dunno whether its bobby talking or another person..alex was e most loko there..haha..dat idiot was really asking for it..going to get spanked by me soon..haha..kept irritating me..n then when we had e countdown and we were like wishing each other 'Happy new year' e clown hugged me but spanked my back so many times..w/o realising i was holding a glass of red wine!! Biatch..e contents just spilled out like waterfall..

Anyway my new year resolution is to get all As for my subj(wahaha)..lets see.. hmm..go on holiday or cruise with my family(maybe HK) and also to pray more i guess..haha..hmm..what else? Find gf? wahaha..see how..hmm..man u win epl title!! Yea...screw chelsea n mourinho!! idiots of e premier league..but e worst biatch is abramovich..pls get out of soccer and stop polluting chelsea and e world with ur filthy roubles..

Yeap..so i shall start on my reflection for phils mission trip..yea..for e canticle..look out for it :D